My Younger Self

by Devil In The Details

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My Younger self describes this album is three words. It's about our lives and what we we're missing growing up. They people we've lost and the addictions gained a long the way. Ending on the note id discovering this ep is just a short introduction of what's to come.

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released May 26, 2015

Written by Devil In the Details
Recorded by Drew Fulk and Jeremy Schaeffer

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Devil In The Details Omaha, Nebraska

Exploding into the Omaha music scene in early 2014 with the release of their first music video in January, and a debut performance to an over-capacity crowd at Omaha's Sokol Underground in April. In less than a year, Devil in the Details have played all across the midwest, sharing the stage with post-hardcore and metalcore acts like Beartooth, For All Those Sleeping, Secrets, Dance Gavin Dance. ... more

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Track Name: Glass Ghost
I'll close my eyes for a moment
sit back and think where I am
did that bottle of pills
misguided solutions
fix the problems I've caused for myself
laying, face down
on this cold floor
did I live up to the expectations
set by my younger self
Ill be the end of me
We're all living with sin
but drowning in doubt
were all craving to give in
but I'm stronger than that
here I am again
kneeling and praying
this isn't the end
instead I'm hiding inside
a once promised life
momentarily wondering why
a day by day
inconsistency that I don't need
these words in my head
the things they say
convincing me that I'm better off dead
We're all living with sin
butdrowning in doubt
were all craving to give in
but I'm stronger than that
deep down I've been drinking from
a pool of excuses
I've tried to convince myself I was happy
who would be so cruel
to put a man with no face
in front of a mirror
and ask him what he sees
that man he sees is me
We're all living with sin
but drowning in doubt
were all craving to give in
but I'm stronger than that
I swore up and down
that wouldn't be me struggling
to find some sleep
this past is haunting me
just leave me be
just leave me be
leave me with some peace
Track Name: Take Me To The Grave
My life's gone it's wasting away. Take Me away I don't want to stay here. A thousand problems with no one to blame. Take me away I don't want to stay here anymore. I can't go another day, sleeping in this bed of pain. Till I'm not afraid of hurting anymore. Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, ether way it's happening with or without me. Too much pressure is killing me. Watch the waves take me. Salvation, can you hear me calling? My life's gone it's wasting away. Take Me away I don't want to stay here. A thousand problems with no one to blame. Take me away I don't want to stay here anymore. Death don't come for me, death don't comfort me. Limb by limb my bodies crumbling. It's all in my own faults. Ending up, helplessly. Rediscovering that, I'm not ready to leave. It's like closing your eyes without waking up it's like living a lie without moving on. It's almost too much to bare. When I am going no where, when I'm going no where. Take me to the grave. Take me to the grave. Imagine me, having a moment of bliss. Imaginary me having a reason to exist. Imagine me, made of make believe. Death don't comfort me. My life's gone it's wasting away. Take Me away I don't want to stay here. A thousand problems with no one to blame. Take me away I don't want to stay here anymore. When I ask you why. It's not to question my being. It's just to know I'm not miserably breathing, Am I living a life that holds no meaning? When I ask you why, death don't come for me.
Track Name: Passionless
You don't want to give in. You don't want to believe, you're bedded down in an empty disease. Surrounded by passionless human beings. My god, my eyes can finally see. The infection is spreading. Just walk away if you think you are better than me. I've never felt so disrespected and if you think, don't say you're any better than me. We're all the same at the end of the day. I'm trying to find them meaning behind, all of your deceiving words. Here's to the reason why, I have this spark in my eyes. Just to prove I'm not wasting your time. It's disgusting, like ghost lingering, the way you treat your scene, living so desperately. In need of some attention.
Just walk away if you think you are better than me. I've never felt so disrespected and if you think, don't say you're any better than me. We're all the same at the end of the day. There are two kinds of men I despise and hate. The ones who hit my mother and the ones who are fake. So weak at the knees. I'll clean this water, free of disease. Watching all your empires fall, can you hear me now. I was to blind to see the filth standing in front of me. You're the furthest thing from what we need. Just walk away if you think you are better than me. I've never felt so disrespected and if you think, don't say you're any better than me. We're all the same at the end of the day. Like ghost lingering, living so desperately.
Track Name: Liquid Courage
Lately when I wake up
I feel nothing but disgust
becoming the hypocrite
I swore I never was
I'm losing you
I'm losing me
I'm exhausted but I can barely sleep
So I'll take another drink
Until I feel complete
It's a never ending cycle
In my head
A never ending cycle
till the day I'm dead
Watch me fall down again
I just can't seem to hold it in
Liquid Courage living
How am I still living
As I fall I think of all the wrong I did
And what it caused
Liquid courage living
As the Walls keep spinning
Dark and empty
Tossing and turning
I'm constantly learning
from the night you left me
Shaking, I can't stop shaking
Shaking, why am I still shaking
My trembling hand refusing to let go
Of the man who molded my past
The quiver in lips
The shaking in my voice
Let's face it
I'm anxious
I'm lost with out you.
I'm grabbing at the coat tails of the damned
I told myself to get better
I didn't
I'm reaching for the cold hands of the dead
They pulled me in to push me over the edge
wait for it
I'm a loaded gun
A pistol pointed at everyone
Pull the trigger
Exposing the man
I've become
I'm lost with out you
A warm embrace that's missing without
Things aren't okay
I'm not the same
I miss you more each day
My perspectives all changed
My tanks on empty
And I'm wondering away.